the dark room

Sitting all alone with our pictures
Can a camera capture… are the feelings sincere?
When you looked at me, could you see
my soul disappear?
I just smiled and pretended
Love was good enough
But you lied and you cheated
all my dreams come true were crushed… were crushed

My smile has been cut to pieces
the tears run through my blood
and when you look at me
I pretend not to notice
cuz you don’t see
all this pain you have caused...

Its time that I left this world behind now
Time I found the happiness I deserve
I gave you too many chances
But you’re a person of too little actions
And a menace with too many words

My smile has been cut to pieces
the tears run through my blood
and when you look at me
I pretend not to notice
cuz you don’t see
all this pain you have caused...

I fall deep in depression!
I fall deep in despair!
All I wanted was love and affection
But you could never be there

WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?!
WHY WASN’T I GOOD ENOUGH?!
DID YOU FALL OUTTA LOVE
DID YOU EVER START LOVING
OR WAS CONVIENIENCE ALL THAT I WAS?

My smile has been cut to pieces
the tears run through my blood
and when you look at me
I pretend not to notice
cuz you don’t see
all this pain you have caused...

Run away.. run as fast as I can
Get away.. remember the person I am
RUN AWAY.. RUN AS FAST AS I CAN
GET AWAY.. REMEMBER THE PERSON I AM

My smile has been cut to pieces
the tears run through my blood
and when you look at me
I pretend not to notice
cuz you don’t see
all this pain you have caused...

Now I wonder can you see it
All the things that I did for you
Did you even notice when I walked away?
I left the pictures for you…
Alone in that room